Amanda Salinas on Instagram: "Watching this episode brought back a lot of emotions, the past few years have been overwhelming. It showed a side of me I'd rather forget, my lowest point. People might joke about me crying all the time, but the truth is, I'm carrying the weight of losing my dad, and closing a door on a relationship that meant a lot to me. I speak my truth. You all wanted to know my personal business, so here it is. I never wanted to speak on it but I had to. ❤️‍🩹 yea I look stress